Monthly Archives: March 2004

House

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A lost con­ver­sa­tion…
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beingkenny:
I know we’re sup­posed to be writ­ing on what’s a home, but what I wrote just turned out this way. A house is not a home, but per­haps it’s some­thing else…
Our House
Our house is in per­pet­ual dim­ness.
For­ever twi­light — the kind of light, the kind of shade
you get on a driz­zly, cloudy day.
And the

Cat

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There’s a Chi­nese leg­end sug­gest­ing that the cat was orig­i­nally sup­posed to be in the Ani­mal Zodiac. How­ever, it was tricked by its friend the rat, which even­tu­ally took first place in the celes­tial race instead. I don’t believe this story. Cats are entirely too clever to be blind­sided like that (though rats can be

Monk

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I can’t remem­ber his name. I’m sure the one he had before he became a monk would have been eas­ier to recall, but he didn’t tell us his sec­u­lar name. I know he is the brother of one of the girls in our group. (Her name escapes me too, so per­haps I’m just bad with

Hey You

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You lie down beside me. I hide my smile, but you can­not see it any­way; your face is turned away from me. Soon you are in light slum­ber, then deeper. Sim­ple breath­ing affects your body. The ris­ing and gen­tle falling of your shoul­der tan­ta­lizes and I gulp care­fully, silently. There is only moon­glow and your

Fallen

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Just a cou­ple of things:
One, thank you, Wern, for these four CDs — Nitin Sawhney’s Human, k.d. lang’s Live By Request, Me’shell Ndegéocello’s Com­fort Woman and Sarah McLachlan’s After­glow. My music pimp deliv­ered these fresh sounds to me last Sat­ur­day and I’ve been slowly devour­ing them this past week. (I haven’t had new music for

Mangoes

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“What are you look­ing at?”
My dad is stand­ing in the bal­cony, look­ing through a pair of binoc­u­lars, my mom next to him. The neigh­bours’ guava tree is dis­eased, it seems. Which explains why their guavas are so small and splotchy but not why my par­ents are even inter­ested in the first place. We had mango trees

Tea

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The room I am sit­ting in is sealed off by walls of translu­cent rice-paper pan­els. I say sit­ting, but it’s more of a kneel­ing posi­tion with my but­tocks rest­ing on my heels. I’m sure I’m doing this wrong. It’s uncom­fort­able; I feel uncom­fort­able just being here. It’s a sur­prise because I’ve always thought the whole