It’s easy to blend in, to disappear.

All you have to do is keep your head down, hush, not smile or frown, and you’re part of the background. The crowds hustle about, their lives all each of them so significant to themselves and no one else, all so sure of their need to be important.

The thought came to me in the night, before I slipped into dream, that this is it. This is the one shot I’ve got. Only one life, to find success, love, happiness or fuck it as much as I could. Either way, just one shot at it.

Time to stop worrying and get a move on. Do whatever it takes to do whatever I want. Of course, this begs the question: What do I want?

Maybe it’s just to blend in, to disappear. At least, for now. I have been too much firecracker and fanfare. Perhaps now be white noise instead, become the background. These are my invisible days.

I can hear the unrelenting hiss already…

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Current Mood: Unseen.
Current Music: Imogen Heap - Hide and Seek