Walk

Seeking Something I Know Not

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There, your back, it’s turned to me. That’s as far as you seem to be. You walk, you pause, you stop in your tracks. The steps you take bring us close, take me back. The red days of then, when all was new. Noth­ing was cer­tain, what was true. The past undu­lates, the hours gone pre­cip­i­tate. We’ll walk these paths again, we’ll walk and walk again. Give me your hand, take mine. Doesn’t mat­ter where we go, we’ll be fine. For where we end up, there’ll we’ll be. Always together, you and me.

63 Comments

  • The steps you take bring us close..“
    Thot pos­si­ble oni when I see his front. =P

  • Poh Chu wrote:

    Just like a love song. Beau­ti­ful ded­i­ca­tion. :)

  • Stefran wrote:

    The past undu­lates, the hours gone pre­cip­i­tate. We’ll walk these paths again, we’ll walk and walk again.”

    This is pure poetry, my friend. Glad I dropped by your blog. Gonna read more… you have posts since 2001? That was a lot of blog­ging, hahaha.

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Tum­mythoz
    Bring us close only ma, don’t have to see his front what. You can clasp him, his back to your front, wrap your arms around him, hug­ging him close, hold­ing him tight, never let go, all the roman­tik roman­tik stuff. :P

    » Poh Chu
    Ain’t all words from lover’s lips a love song?

    » Ste­fran
    The stuff from 2001–2002 is from my Munich blog (now defunct), the 2004–2005 posts from my Live­jour­nal (now defunct), and so this is more of an assort­ment of var­i­ous blogs I’ve had over the years. So the style and con­tent can vary dramatically.

    But it’s all me, man, it’s all me. The good, the bad, and the fugly. :P

  • You did it again. This is good, beyond good actu­ally. Sim­ple and short, yet meaningful.

    Kenny is such a man of leisure right now. Blog, blog and more blog­ging. Any­ways, It’s good for us, the read­ers! Your words are like sal­ads on my plat­ter everyday.

    *Burp*
    :D

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » moja
    Man of leisure? Man of leisure? You must surely be spout­ing in jest, my friend. I am but a salary bunny, a mere wage earner, hav­ing to slog rather blog for my sup­per (and var­i­ous other meals I con­sume through­out the day).

    My words are like sal­ads? Maybe I should try eat­ing my own words, then. Might do some­thing to these darsted love han­dles, if I’m lucky. :P

  • Hahaha! Maybe I’m the one that’s in leisure right now. Sleep, music, eat, movies, sleep, blog, nov­els, eat some more. Ah, the sweet life of Moja. Cool, no?

    :D
    The work­ing life seems ter­ri­fy­ing. I should stay 21 for­ever.
    Let’s eat more salad! (literally).

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » moja
    Very cool for you. Just be sure the rest of us who slog and slog don’t hunt you down for lead­ing this life of leisure, mate. :P

    21 for­ever? Isn’t that a cloth­ing brand? Wish­ful think­ing methinks. And yes to salad! Must go and study veg­an­ism soon­est as an alter­na­tive. Hmm.

  • No veg­an­ism! More meat! :P

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Paul
    Well. I sup­pose it really depends on what sorta meat, wouldn’t it? ;)

    And on this note, here’s a quote from the redoubtable Woody Allen:

    I will not eat oys­ters. I want my food dead. Not sick. Not wounded. Dead.”

  • chuishia wrote:

    Doesn’t mat­ter where we go, we’ll be fine. For where we end up, there’ll we’ll be. Always together, you and me”

    As long as we have each other. That’s all that mat­ters. Every­thing else will fall into place.

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » chuishia
    Ah the girl-in-the-picture reveals her­self, hehe. That’s it, no? Every­thing else will fall into place. We just need to have faith.

    By the way, when shall The Devil Wears Prada and I meet your heroic hubby and you for a meal and/or drinks? You two are so cute together you’re impos­si­ble to miss… ;)

  • Yes more meat. LOL

    kenny,
    those are per­fect lyrics for a song. you going to fill in the music notes?

  • You’re blog­ging faster than I can read. =p

    But I like this one. =). Short, sim­ple, and says just enough.

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » keropok­man
    The music notes. I’m sup­posed to be writ­ing the lyrics to a song for a friend of mine, maybe the reverse can work too? :)

    » Michelle
    Blog­ging faster than the speed of read­ing? Wow. I am like, NOT Super­man, man… :P

    Thanks for your com­ment. I like this bit — “… and says just enough.”

  • for where we end up, there we’ll be! … how true!

    here’s to end­ing up at the same place, at the same time.. with the one u love:)

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » cumi­d­an­ciki
    Here’s to that for every­body! Cheers! :D

  • Def­i­nitely a walk to remember…

  • sniff sniff.…that’s touching.…

    Give me your hand, take mine. Doesn’t mat­ter where we go, we’ll be fine. For where we end up, there’ll we’ll be.”

    can u write some­thing on being home­sick? I miss home a lot…I miss those who have been together with me through thick and thin.…and I can’t help but feel­ing more alone than ever.…in an empty apart­ment that’s so silent that I can hear the fridge’s motor running.…..

    Now I know why I can bear work­ing with the nas­ti­est client and still be happy because I have my friends, why I can have a mas­sive migraine and still sit through din­ner with my fam­ily and try­ing not to be grumpy.….because they are there to hold my hands, and I’ll be fine when I’m sur­rounded with their love and care!

    .

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Jemima
    Walk to remem­ber? Wasn’t that a movie?

    » mh
    Thanks for shar­ing your story, dear… Home­sick­ness is some­thing I’m famil­iar with, but I’ve also learned to make home wher­ever I am, and to find fam­ily in whomever I meet. And I think you’ve already accom­plished that, my dear. :)

  • me think that the brand is ‘forever21’. I won­der who came out with the idea of the label, he must be old by now. Hahaha!

    I’m so busy right now, watch­ing telly.

    :D

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » moja
    “I’m so busy right now, watch­ing telly.”

    Oh. Oh. Oh-ho-ho. The sar­casm of the Youth of Today. The nerve.

    :P

  • ~ elfie ~ wrote:

    great shot of how he just looks into the dis­tance. i won­der what he’s seeing?

  • Célestin wrote:

    The stones are red
    The wall are thick
    Where this path led
    Do we have a pick?

  • the_lighthouse wrote:

    The red days of then, when all was new.”

    the best days when we first start falling in love and dat­ing… it never returns. :(

  • 21 still youth eh? I pre­fer to assume it as pre-adult. Hehehe.

    Have no wor­ries, Kenny, my slog days sure will come sooner or later. Nat­ural cycle.
    :D

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » ~ elfie ~
    The future, I hope. The future, I really hope.

    » Célestin
    Red walls made of brick
    Inches deep or miles thick
    Won’t ever sep­a­rate us
    We know our true purpose…

    » the_lighthouse
    Never say never, my friend. They might. Not the way they arrived all those years ago, but per­haps in another form. Time has passed, after all. Some­times, if we are lucky, our pas­sions don’t.

    » moja
    Well, till you start slog­ging, I guess I have to keep on blog­ging! :P

  • what mh says is true. some­times after the worst day at work, i can come home and just be cheered up by my lit­tle boy and every­thing is ok. that’s all that matters.

  • crimson@venger wrote:

    we walk the paths of our lives and we have to walk it cos no one else can

  • My take on cou­ples. Silent walk­ing dan­ger­ous. Walk­ing and talk­ing … bliss.

  • Nah. *give hand*

  • Yes, yes and yes. You have to, Kenny!

    So when­ever I feel bored, I will sneak and take a peek of your blog whilst slog­ging!
    mue­hehe! And by that time, I will start whin­ing and grum­ble over the work­loads. And you’ll have a sweet time laugh­ing at my face and being sarcastic.

    ain’t karma a bitch?

    Hahaha!
    :D

  • I was this close to tear­ing upon read­ing this post.

    Beau­ti­ful! Sweet, purity of love?

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Sunny
    Man, thatis just beau­ti­ful. We’re reminded of why we toil and put up with the frus­tra­tions of work and daily life sim­ply by the smile of a loved one, no?

    They say kids are our future but I say nay, they are very much our present, our right now. Let’s not wait for later or when they are all grown up to show that we care. It may well be too late.

    » crimson@venger
    “we have to walk it cos no one else can”

    That’s such a pow­er­ful mes­sage, bro, and so true. No one else can walk our walk, nor live our lives for us. We all have our own mean­ing, that’s what I believe, and it is up to us to find it. Liv­ing is not just breath­ing but learn­ing. That’s part of the magic, not just love and din­ing (though it may seem that way, the rate I get on about these things on my blog, haha).

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Chin
    That’s the wis­dom of your many years speak­ing out, sir. After all, you have been mar­ried many years while most of us are still wran­gling with the dat­ing scene or the bud­ding yelps of a young relationship.

    I’m all for just walk­ing, really (some­times silence is golden). But I can’t imag­ine doing that all the time. Talk­ing, or rather, com­mu­ni­cat­ing is a must for a rela­tion­ship to grow and to sus­tain — so maybe it’s walk­ing and talk­ing and LISTENING? :)

    » Jesse
    Ho-kay. *grabs hand*

    My, my, what beeeg blue veins you have! :P

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » moja
    Karma’s a most won­der­ful lady. Such names you call her. I shall most cer­tainly seek ret­ri­bu­tion on her behalf by, in your own well-chosen words, “have a sweet time laugh­ing at my face and being sarcastic.”

    Not that I’ll enjoy it, of course. Just doing my duty. :P

    » joshua
    Love may be tough and trou­bled
    And upon its steps we may stum­ble
    But in the end, its mean­ing is pure
    If only we hold on and endure…

  • bound­ary red­ifined . front & back step­ping for­ward hes­i­tat­ing backwards.

    Its a heart ache yet sooth­ing . A life filled with begin­nings and enthu­si­asm for the com­ing finale. Hope never stand still

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » back­Street­g­lut­tons
    I like the sound of that — “Hope never stands still” — cos faith will only go that far with­out action. If we are to pre­serve what we have, and per­haps “pre­serve” is the wrong word here since we want what we have to be alive, then we have to get off our back­sides and work at Love as a verb.

    Work it, baby! ;)

  • crimson@venger wrote:

    btw, is this shot taken in melaka? the red walls look REALLY familiar…

  • Célestin wrote:

    The Great Wall of China
    Is not paved with cans of tuna
    What then is this true pur­pose?
    Do we crack our heads till we burst?

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » crimson@venger
    Yup­pers. My grand old home­town of Malacca, the His­tor­i­cal City and all that. There was this story about how them walls got so RED

    » Célestin
    Red walls or great walls
    Such dis­tances to travel
    For those whom Fate calls
    Life may yet unravel…

  • Célestin wrote:

    Very true, such wis­dom you spout
    You leave read­ers like me with­out a doubt
    That the dis­tances we travel
    Are well worth the pain from the gravel

    :D

  • Yes to the point. I am learn­ing some­thing here. Walk­ing, talk­ing and listening.

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Célestin
    Ah, tis not wis­dom for I am but a fool
    A Fool in Love, they say, but still a fool
    For you see my eyes wide and my lips do drool
    And I slip and fall over its very pool…

    :P

    » Chin
    … and of course, let’s not for­get to R.E.S.T. I so need a trip to the spa right now. Been a decade and a half since my last really decent one. Any will­ing spon­sors out there? *makes indis­crete bambi eyes*

  • Célestin wrote:

    Be very care­ful of that pool
    Of your own pre­cious drool
    To slip and fall is no joke
    Espe­cially what ends up broke…?

    LOL

  • Ehh, where got blue veins!!! My hands are nice and smooth one okay!

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Célestin
    Heav­ens, no! I can’t afford to break
    Those parts of me with which love I make
    Or to chew and munch on very tough steak
    Uhm, his rhyme may well resem­ble a mistake…

    I need kopi kaw, like, right now, man… Not awake at all. :(

    » Jesse
    Oop­sies Then WHOSE hand did I take? Aiyo, silap ambik. Segan aje…

    There, there, let me take your hands now. Wow. They’re really smooth, aren’t they? I can keep on caress­ing them like this all day… Ahem.

  • Célestin wrote:

    I’d cringe if that is what you break
    I did not mean THAT, I swear, a mis­take
    Cos we know Mrs. Life for Begin­ners
    Would be mad if you broke your bratwurst…

    :P

  • eeeeeeeeks, too much romance, too much. i’m get­ting a migraine.

  • Selene wrote:

    beau­ti­ful. sim­ply beautiful.

  • OMG! almost all the lines rhyme! you.are.good!

    :D

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Célestin
    Haha, rest assured that nothing’s bro­ken
    All’s func­tional, so the Man has spoken!

    :P

    » fat­boy­bakes
    The writer of this blog would like to reit­er­ate that he is not respon­si­ble for any ail­ments result­ing from read­ing this blog, includ­ing but not lim­ited to, diar­rhoea, dia­betes and indeed, migraines.

    » Selene
    Thanks. :)

    » Nic (KHKL)
    Aw, c’mon. You are far too mod­est. You (and FBB and LL too) are the true poets, not me. I can barely rhyme to save my life!

  • Calypso wrote:

    i agree with all the com­ments above… this is sim­ply heart­break­ing and beau­ti­ful. you have done it again, kenny! :)

  • Calypso wrote:

    btw, didn’t notice the lines all rhyme till nic men­tioned it! :P

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Calypso
    Nic has the knack for verse him­self, a for­mi­da­ble master-ji in haikus and lim­er­icks, so it’s hardly sur­pris­ing that he would observe the lack of meter and the per­ver­sion of pur­ple prose I indulge in. I’m might­ily shamed, I am. :(

  • el camino wrote:

    i can hear a song in my head when i read ur words… it’s beau­ti­ful and touching…

  • kristopher wrote:

    for some rea­son, as i’m reread­ing it, the lsat line seems to loop back to the first line. inten­tional or am i just see­ing things?

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » el camino
    Maybe there’s a song in this after all, if you guys seem to hear it. Sigh, if only I picked up a musi­cal instru­ment or three when I was younger like any good Chi­nese boy… :(

    » kristo­pher
    The last line loop­ing back? Nope, noth­ing inten­tional on my side, but hey… I love it when read­ers can find new things in my sto­ries that I have not writ­ten… We all read stuff dif­fer­ently, and no two ways are the same, and they are all cor­rect and true in their own way.

    Cool. I’m gonna go and read it as a loop now and see what I come up with. Thanks for shar­ing! :D

  • Célestin wrote:

    Good to know Mr. LFB is okay
    For the mis­sus, her lucky day?

    ;)

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » Célestin
    Heh. Heh. Heh. Ho. Ho. Ho.
    Quite a ques­tion, right on the dot
    That’s for me to know
    And you to … well, not.

    :lol:

  • i was just think­ing how i can talk about how i love the prose-style of this when i scrolled out to read your reply to one of the commenters,

    Bring us close only ma, don’t have to see his front what. You can clasp him, his back to your front, wrap your arms around him, hug­ging him close, hold­ing him tight, never let go, all the roman­tik roman­tik stuff.”

    ROFLMAO!

    funny la you kenny.

    but ya la. very roman­tik roman­tik la. :)

  • Stephan wrote:

    I keep com­ing back here… this poem is so beau­ti­ful, Kenny.

  • Kenny Mah wrote:

    » zaty
    :P

    » Stephan
    Thankee, thankee.

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