I. Blah

No. More like Bleahh.

(This mostly due to a rotten email I received today, and I am apparently not taking it very well.)

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II. Blah Blah

And no, thank you for asking, I’m not feeling that much better.

Had a very quick lunch and now suspect I have indigestion. Also nodding off. Plus I can’t seem to think properly (hence this blog, or rather, hence not a decent one). Why can’t they make cafeteria food yummy, hearty and light all at the same time?

(Why can’t someone hand me a million bucks?)

I feel like someone’s grabbing me by the throat and not letting go. I’m not so much suffocating as merely being constricted to the point of insanity. Perhaps this is retribution for feeling so delighted and fluffy yesterday.

I shall ignore the fact one of my more amusing recreational activities is strangling people.

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III. Enough Blathering

Just got off chatting with Seow Yin and Justin on Yahoo! Messenger. Made me realise what a cunt I can be sometimes. Here’s an excerpt, reproduced w/o permission:

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Serene_Ngo: why don’t you just be yourself…
Serene_Ngo: and trust me at the end of the day…
Serene_Ngo: you will be a changed person whether you like it or not…
Serene_Ngo: or rather whether you realised it or not
yingfye: i worry i would not like it. i would not like the changed me.
yingfye: but then again, i do not exactly love the me now.
Serene_Ngo: KENNY!!!!
yingfye: ouch. whazzat for?
Serene_Ngo: you know wht
Serene_Ngo: i know why you are LT’s cousin
Serene_Ngo: both of you like CK perfume
yingfye: ??
yingfye: i don’t even use cologne…
Serene_Ngo: CK has a perfume range call CONTRADICTION
yingfye: ??
Serene_Ngo: you are so contradicting
Serene_Ngo: you want to change for the better…
Serene_Ngo: but at the same time you are afraid of the change
Serene_Ngo: wht crap is this??!!
yingfye: …
yingfye: you’re right.
yingfye: you’re absolutely right.

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And of course Justin being Justin:

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justin_tanweikeat: just remember at any point of time we just need get the necessary thing done. :)
yingfye: does it?
yingfye: that’s easy to say, man
justin_tanweikeat: yeah.
justin_tanweikeat: yeah. thats it man!!
justin_tanweikeat: KEEP IT SIMPLE.
yingfye: ga

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Which leaves me here, not quite miserable, not quite hip-hip-hooray happy, but enduring.

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